Venting

Welp, I'm officially tired of being strung along... Today I was hoping would be an exciting day but instead I spent it waiting by the phone. I'm so pissed at myself, I can't believe I got so excited to spend time with someone who only ended up leaving me in the dark. Sometimes I wonder why I should even try to date, I only end up getting emotional and stressed out!

Well I guess I should explain what happened...Last night a guy I hung out with a while ago called me out of the blue. I haven't talked to him in months! Well he went on about how he was glad to hear my voice. Asked me how things were going, if I was still single...we stayed on the relationship subject for some time which basically made me feel like he was wanting to fill the empty spot. Anyway, he asked if he could see me the next day and how much he wanted to keep in touch with me if I was ok with it. Of course I said it was ok because I really liked this guy. Well today I basically stuck around the house waiting to hear from him and he never showed up.

I have so many problems with men I just think I shouldn't even worry about dating anymore. It's too stressful. For now on I think I'm just going to worry about school and family!.........Off to bed I go :(